Saturday, December 10, 2005

moody...

It’s 11:30 a.m. and I just got out of bed. I was awake since 7 but it’s one of those days where I just don’t want to do anything. I’m feeling a little blue and I don’t even know why. I got up and the house is a mess! Again, don’t know where to begin. I guess I should start from the top and work my way down. I was getting ready to do so and saw that the computer was one, so I decided to blog instead. Have nothing much to say but complain…!

My little pinky finger hurts a lot. I don’t know if it’s from typing too much or what, but the knuckle hurts badly. I’m in a crappy mood and I’m not even on my period! Oh, well…!

I just learned from my hubby that we have bowling tonight. I should feel happy that we’re doing something together but like I said, I’m not really in the mood. And tonight we also have my aunt’s b-day party to go to. I guess I better get myself hyped up for it. I really hate feeling this way. I feel like I’m in some twilight zone and I just want to crawl in a hole for awhile and stay there until it’s all over. The bad thing is that I get all bitchy and moody that I can’t even stand myself, let alone other people.

Must think positive…must think happy thoughts….

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