Again I find myself alone…alone in the sense that I miss talking to someone other than my kids. My hubby has been very busy with his business and, of course, now with a new position he got elected into, I feel like I hardly ever see him anymore. It’s starting to get old and it’s only beginning.
It hurts me that he’s spending too much time doing other things and with other people, even though I know they are for the better. Don’t get me wrong, he does try to include me on some things, but I honestly don’t want to be part of it. I don’t mind helping out once in a while but I can’t do it everyday. I’m having a hard time running my own household as it is.
When he gets home, I’m usually already in bed. I know he feels ignored, because when he gets home, he wants to find me up and ready to talk about his day and I’m just too damned tired (and at times too angry) to listen. Then, I feel guilty because I’m being a “bitch” and I should be there for him.
I know he works hard and he’s tired too. So why can’t I be more supportive? Am I really that selfish?
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I feel the same way all the time. Mike is all work, work, work. Sometimes I feel like jumping up and down in front of him to get his attention. But I think that might come off as a bit desperate! ;-)
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